Monday, April 5, 2010

As I Reflect...Insanity (NPM 4 of 30)

There are times when I think
I'm on the verge of going insane
cause I've tried this love thing
over and over and over again
but in the end
The results still the same
here I sit all alone
trying to put together the pieces of my heart
like trying to repair a jigsaw puzzle in the dark

Other times I further believe
I'm going insane
because the same person I love
as if they were blood
seem to break my heart
because as they promise to be there
words and actions don't seem to be adding up
and as much as I want to believe
things and people do change
I'm not sure it's a battle I'm up for

My insanity comforts me
for it allows me to believe
that opening my heart again won't end in heart break
to believe that the word "friend"
still holds meaning to more than just me
to think and believe that eventually
people will not just like me
but
love me just for ME
even in my moments of insanity

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