Remember

you want to know more about me

whats going on with me

whats "wrong"

i dont know if you want to know

or even if you could bother to handle

my transparency

i often wonder

do you truly care for me

or are you just being nosy



well...stepping out on faith

believing that you truly

are trying to be there

focus on someone other than you



whats going on with me

whats wrong with me



i cant remember his face

and it pains me

so

i take cold steel

against warm flesh

wondering

hoping

praying

thoughts and feelings of pain

sights of blood rushing

from paper thin slices in skin

will cause the flood of memories i seek

it was his arms to which i fleed

when i had a scrape knee

bleed or no bleed



hoped



prayed



cried



hoped



prayed



cried



cause as the blood rushed

line by line

i still couldnt remember his face



i couldnt remember is face



i couldnt remember his face



i cant remember his face



now his memory and name replaced

by scars from paper thin lines

that bled

cause i was just trying to remember his face


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