So originally I was going to write a poem called just being me but then I started thinking and at this moment I don't want to write that because I think just being me encompasses so much more than I could put into a poem right now. However, I guess I just wanted to share a few things that have been on my mind lately.
I'm 26, almost 27 years old. I have a young daughter who means everything and more to me, but there are those days when I just wish that I had a real nuclear family and that her dad wasn't such an butt hole, but then again, I knew what I was getting myself into with that because he'd prefer I had not had her then for me to have had her. So there are plenty of nights when I cry more than my fair share of tears but I'm getting to a place of acceptance. Acceptance of what you may wonder...well there are quite a few things....
1) I accept the fact that I may never be married.
2) I accept the fact that people who do nothing with their lives are still gonna somehow end up on top.
3) I accept the fact that in this world your passion can't always be what you do because the bills don't wait.
4) I accept the fact that I'll probably never REALLY be like those closet to me.
5) I accept the fact that what has happened in the past happened, and the sooner I deal with those demons the better off I'll be.
That's just a few...might post some more later!
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